my life
i tell u something.. don need to be so desperate for gf or bf.. single life is the best.. i'm enjoying that man..
hey hey.. yest super tired lo.. firstly went to c oco concert.. very good lo.. esp those hk people.. but so little girls for me to c.. haha.. then my pinky gang all wear pink lo.. haha.. so act cute de.. maybe we should have perform.. esp the last songs we have learnt from spco maybe can show off to ah pang.. watever.. then after that all of those seniors went for supper.. at the temp market.. only 1 stall is open lo.. then no choice since all of us are hungry lo.. then all of us leave the place about 11.50 so that they can catch the bus.. so i send gy home.. n explain to her some of the les terms.. then that's all
i'm so into pink .. even since i bought a pink shirt recently.. i found my myself very cute when wearing that pink shirt.. that's y i bought it.. n i also very aa [attract attention] in it.. also part of my reasons that i wanna buy that lo.. but i haven show it to my friends.. shy* haha..
"only u love urself then u can love others".. a lot of people told me that.. at first i don understand this.. i usually treat people better than i treat myself.. don know y.. but if u don know how to treat urself well how will u treat other people well.. my dad always say that if u treat people good means u treat urself bad.. it's true.. coz i always bring harm to myself by treating people good..
u know i kinda scare to become adult.. the responsibility n a lot more.. people say i a little childish but i will act much more childish because of the fact the fear of growing up.. i just wanna remain in the happy past.. i just can't c myself to be in such pain again..
for the below entry, i was trying to say that.. to us les, to tell a girl we like her, we have a lot of factors to think n more of the chances we will get hurt.. maybe i learnt from my previous lesson.. love is not that u give out how much of love, how much it will return.. it is also not about the hard work u put in the love.. love is just love..
have u wondered that love is not the most important in the part of ur life?
there are a lot of things u should cherish esp ur family, friends n other stuff.. when u are in trouble ur family esp ur parents will always be there for u.. help u.. sometimes i really feel i owe them too much.. cherish wat u have now before it is too late..
i was listening to this taiwan radio esp for les de.. this topic gave me a very deep impression. the topic is about loved by striaght vs love straight.. this dj she is sort of a bi.. then from young she likes guy.. just like those fairy tales.. but when she was in her sec sch.. she found that this new transfer student she special.. she is different from those class girl.. she is cool not talk much.. so she wrote that in her dairy n was read out by her teacher..
then nothing happening after she went to her high sch.. that girl contact her again after 5years they become together but both of them were nervous.. coz that girl keep feeling very guilty that she made the dj to be with her.. n that time she didn't understand since she willing to be with her wat is there for her to worry about..so the dj she started to feel very guilty too.. so she started to back off this relationship.. so this relationship gone..
on her 4th relationship, she had this gf which is straight.. so she finally understand the feeling her 1st gf had.. the fear of losing her to a guy n stuff..
i have a lot of thoughts about this issue.. i always like straight girls.. the fear of whether they will like me or not.. whether the friendship will be ruin.. this kind of feeling is very scary..
to all my blog fans, HAPPY HARI RAYA PUASA!!.. haha.. i forget to sms ismath yest night.. i feel very bad.. i wanna to be the 1st to wish her.. but.. too engrossed watching youtube le.. i m really a bad friend.. haha.. how i wish i can go out during holiday n enjoy myself but i got to stay at home to study..sob sob.. tmr is a very weird day lo.. y i say that coz yest i went out to do my project, i met a lot of friends. 1st at bugis i met leng.. at the mac with her friends surprised.. haha.. then i went down ps saw eric.. haha.. he promoted to am le.. he say while i look so tired.. coz sch start everyday wake up early ma.. of course tired la.. the i saw ian.. she also going to transfer to imm.. finally she can leave the place le.. is it a good thing or not leh?? then she say i look better.. smile more le... haha.. smile to attract more girls ma..haha.. then saw u ivy n another new girl in cartel also called shimin.. i met quite a bit of people called shimin le.. too common name.. but those shimin all got english name so i never need to call my name.. n saw serene.. ian's ben dan.. she looks very cute la.. i'm too into watching anime le.. should continue study le..bye
Happy deepavali to everyone!! some people hate to have public holiday on sat coz it is weekend already so whether they have it or not won't make a difference.. it is a waste also.. but if fall on sun then we will have 1 more day of holiday extra.. but watever.. i having a str 4 days holidays from sat to tue.. wo hoo.. haha.. but i got a lot of things to do, like study for tests, doing assignmentt, go lib n do research, meet up to do projects.. hai.. my life can't be so peaceful just only sleep n watch tv.. btw i going hk during my dec holiday.. then my friends, don worry, u sure will get a good christmas present from me de.. haha..
everyday so boring.. also don know wat to write in blog.. so u can c i only write like a few days once.. n is a very short entry.. so u guys got to wait for me having some big happening then i will share with u guys lo..haha.. take care everyone.. don miss me..
i know i m a attention seeker.. so if u don know me well maybe u can take note of that.. i like to do a lot of weird n strange things to get attention from people.. just like a naughty boy.. n this is me.. i like to play play n play..haha..
it's a waste of time to like someone who will never like you.. trust me.. don waste ur time.. study hard le..
it's so hard to find a gf.. hai.. leave it to fate ba.. sian..
now i'm in my sch lib using my own lappy to surf net.. got own lappy is so convivent lo.. don need to snatch computer from people haha.. doing porject now.. so saying hi to all my blog fans.. don miss me lo.. bye..
nobody listen to wat i said but i always listen n do wat they said..
i feel very tired everyday.. lacking of sleeping.. at night can't sleep.. morning sleeping not enough.. coz my house down stair got the mid atumn festi for don know how manys days le.. everyday only after 11 then finish.. i could not get to sleep early.. so i'm forced to be awake till the singing n stuff is finished.. like that i will be older faster leh.. i don wan!! have been dozing off in class.. so in sch i need to catch some sleep then can survive man.. sch work is ok.. still working hard on it.. today when i went home.. i saw an old couple of les.. i c them still so lovely.. so envy..
don know when then i can find mine..
hey everyone.. yest i went our with bah chor gang go watch starlight movie.. coz gw got free tic from dongli883.. very easy to win things from there lo.. haha.. then the movie we watch is ice age 2.. told u guys cartoon is always so nice de lo.. last time nobody wanna watch cartoon with me.. cartoon then worth the price lo.. don know how to appreciate.. n don say me childish coz i like to watch tis kind of show..
n today i also win a pair of tic from dongli 883.. shall ask my pig(ps) to go.. haha.. she don like i call her this name but i like hahah..
all i need is u
