u know i every day also dream.. got lots of weird weird dream but it is ok.. it brings new experience to my life.. haha.. it's been long time that i've dream of u le.. wat 1 of my friend say is because i think too much about the certain things.. ya i agree.. there's a chinese sayings that wat u think in the day u will dream in the night.. i feel so much fear, guilt and lots of mixture of feeling upon seeing u.. of course i won't know how u feel about me now la..

this year ending soon.. when i look back, i realise i've been through a lot.. but don know this has make me grown up.. the best way to end a relationship, ur way really work.. if i ever recommand to someone i will also say this way.. it is fast n efficient.. of course to the other party it is very curel.. but it will give the best result..

if anyone hate her/his x lover, i could say that u still in love with her/him. coz love and hate is just a thin layer of difference.. only when u don have hate or love then u really get over with the person..

if u ask me whether i have regret upon that issue, i would say i never regretted..
but if i never tell u i like u before.. i will feel regret..


98posts  ¶ 2:08 PM 1 Comments

  If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

You don't marry someone you can live with.
You marry the person who you cannot live without.

- Author Unknown -

If you have it [love], you don't need to have anything else.
If you don't have it,it doesn't matter much what else you do have.

- Sir James M. Barrie -

A Friend's Love says:" If you ever need anything,I'll be there.
"True Love says:" You'll never need anything;I'll be there."

- Jimi Hollemans -

I wait for you,anxious to see your face.
I stand and watch,looking for the first sign of your arrival.
I finally see you,I take a second look to make sure you're really there.
My pulse races and I crack a smile,this is what I've been waiting for.
You begin to approach,you say, "Sorry, I'm late."
I say, "No problem."But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.'

- Jordan Jones -

Love is like a lump of gold,Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,Because he knew I would love you best.

- Loy Bowman -  ¶ 11:27 PM 0 Comments

  wow.. big happening during sat which is yest.. actually susposingly going to east coast to cycle but too bad.. it rains.. so we stay around the town area.. so who are the we.. bingling, ivy, serene, ian n me.. wat can i say.. i c her like seeing my self in the past.. if it is fated, it will be lo.. if u planned to c her on the street, usually the outcome is that u can never c her de..
next we went drinking at danny's place after that ivy n serene came over to my house since it's late le.. we forced ivy to watch L word.. n wanna to change her to our type..haha.. but in the end.. serene watch by herself while both of us get to our minimium sleep.. the most funny thing is that ivy dream of me.. n wat is the dream about leh.. she dreams that i go back ps cartel n work db.. haha.. but u know i can't go back de ma..haha..
next time can let u guys stay at my house longer la..
bye..
96 posts..  ¶ 5:32 PM 0 Comments

  today i did 2 kind deeds when going to sch n coming back from sch... i show direction to 1 old aunt n 1 tourist.. yeah.. i'm so proud of myself.. can't believe i can wake up early at 7 to study before going to sch man.. haha.. but evening i came back i took a nap.. napping is most enjoying than normal sleeping lo.. u can dream dream all u wan.. so shiok.. haha..

every day will be a good day.. every night will be a good night..

going back to study lo bye..

95 posts  ¶ 7:16 PM 0 Comments

  sian.. today morning grace already call me n disturb me.. thought wat big thing.. just borrow money.. she say she now at msq le..haha.. good.. so i went down lo saw amanda n chat with them lo.. now then i know cartel treating those full time staff n not good.. bad bad.. hope that amamda can find a new job soon la.. good luck lo..

94posts  ¶ 5:01 PM 0 Comments

  have been busy studying this few days so nothing interesting for me to blog.. n all my friends please note that i won't be using my old number so please change my contact number to the new one lo.. thanks..
to let every one interact with me, on my 100 posts, the first who tag or comment on my blog will get a prize from me..
this posts will be my 93 posts..
bye  ¶ 2:06 PM 0 Comments

  hai ya.. i hate to wake up early but i'm trying to take up this good habit.. haha.. watever.. spend most of the time studying lo.. tired la..haha.. to all my blog fans, tag more n left more comments so that we can interact more even though i don get to c u guys often.. miss everyone..sob sob...

if u know me well.. 90% of my words are crap.. hehe..  ¶ 9:28 PM 0 Comments

  i've got a shock in my life when i wear my spec to see how my hair turn out.. It's super short again.. my mama very bey song.. coz i too look like a man le.. how i know that hair dresser cut till like that.. usually not so short de ma.. but watever i cut le.. n i will have trouble to go toilet outside le.. hai..  ¶ 2:15 PM 0 Comments

  "forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你"

This is FOREVER LOVE from lee hom..
quite an old songs but i like the lyrics a lot..
very meaningful..  ¶ 8:05 PM 0 Comments

  yest i went drinking with jessie they all.. make me so tired today.. it has been a long time since i drink le.. haha.. i never get drunk.. i become expert le.. i'm so proud of my self. yeah! got to know a new friend.. leng's friend.. she look like gw lo.. don bluff u lo.. can't believe there's a second person that will look like gw.. got to study le.. exam coming.. tired..  ¶ 10:26 PM 0 Comments

  " In life you need either inspiration or desperation."


Anthony Robbins  ¶ 2:36 AM 0 Comments

  i tell u hor!!! i very angry.. i go girls toilet.. don know how many girls stared at me lo.. like thinking that y guys go to girls toilet like that.. angry angry ANGRY!!! I"M GOING TO BOYS TOILET LE..  ¶ 2:04 PM 0 Comments

  have u ever think of this issue.. will lesbians/ gays have future?

i thought of when i grow older, when ur relatives ask whether u got bf n stuff.. how m i going to face them, tell them..

when all the time u have to cover up urself, when u can't show ur identity..

hai...  ¶ 7:50 PM 4 Comments

  i feel so stress just now.. when 2 of my cousins and 1 of their gf came.. when facing my relatives, i need to put myself as that kind of guai gaui GIRL.. n esp during new year, they will like to ask about sch work la, got any bf.. then i need to act very gentle n say don have la.. all i wan is to say straight into their face.. i will never have bf coz i liek girls.. the reason is that i change my blog address is that coz my cousin ask for my msn.. n u know my msn got my blog add.. n if any accident happened, n he saw my blog saying all those les thingy.. i will die man..

hai..  ¶ 8:04 PM 0 Comments

  In love, do u believe in 天长地久?

I always have this dream of having my 1st gf also my last gf to be together forever...  ¶ 8:06 PM 2 Comments

  the best scene that i always wanna.. sunday mroning u n ur partner out having breakfast. breathe in the fresh air, drinking a cup of hot coffee, reading newspaper, enjoy the breakfast..
after the breakfast, holds ur partner's hand doing some like shopping then go home..

so xing fu..  ¶ 1:45 PM 0 Comments

  today i was chatting with my mama then don know how she suddenly say.. if can try not to be in the abnormal relationship which is being a les.. if can choose, who wan to be gay/les? actually i find that compared to my papa, my mama can't accept me as les more.. she always say need not get married, need not have gf or bf or watever.. who don wanna to be in love?


so the fact that i like girls or being a les can't chnage  ¶ 9:54 PM 2 Comments

  bing ling if u got read my blog, i wanna tell u something.. u got a funny hair..haha  ¶ 9:25 PM 0 Comments

  have u encounted the feeling of seeing the person u used to love.. when both of u trying their best not to look at the other person's eyes.. trying to act like the person is invisible.. when the whole world knows about wat happen between the 2 of u.. but all u can do is treat the person as someone u never know before..  ¶ 12:14 AM 0 Comments

  woohoo.. after i posted that previous entry, a lot of people ask me about that taiwan radio.. i only will tell u only if u r a les.. coz if u r straight, tell u also no use.. u also will never enjoy those fun in it... i know u r curious la.. but too bad..

next wed i got presentation.. then teacher praise our group did very well even though our topic was the most difficult de.. haha... so proud of it man.. although my friends did much more than me la.. haha..  ¶ 9:37 PM 0 Comments

  today i listen to this taiwan radio, les rado. then the dj is talking about this topic, translated to chinese is 'I love u because u're a woman'.
this programme really touched my heart. so i translate some part into english to share with u.
THIS ONLY PART OF IT.

i love u because u're a woman
alot of people ask me y i like woman.
u ask me, relatives ask me, i ask myself
i love u coz u have a woman body
i love u coz u have the woman smell n soft feeling
i love u coz u are good looking, your face, ur body
i love u coz when u wear skirt u look so pretty, when u wear pants u are so shuai
i love u coz we have the same body and u undertstand my pain
i love u coz ur hands, ur lips, ur breast are soft
i love u coz ur voice makes me excited
i love u coz u are strong(u can break the rule to love me)
i love u coz u don care about the society's view to love me
i love u coz when we have sex we don need condom n won't have children

i love u, coz u're a woman.  ¶ 7:57 PM 2 Comments

  yest my dad came in my room n talk to me.. i thought is my mummy told her something so he came to talk to me.. he always say that once i got money i can get my girl... is this the case? i don know.. then he say love is all fated de.. so don need to be worried now no gf or wat.. he also say i did my best in studies can le.. need not be so stress.whether pass or fail he won't blame me.. he also say to me that when come out to work, it is about whether u got the luck to meet people that will have u or not.. actually a lot of things we don need to be so stubborn over de..

"live ur life simple and contented"
my dad  ¶ 9:56 AM 0 Comments