my life

me n ivy taken by bl
realise that i haven take pic with bl
how can? the beautiful bingling jie jie..
haha
i think i look cute though

what will u do when u get depressed?
sometimes i wonder why people change?
change so much that u r not able to communicate to the person anyone..
It is very sad for me
once a friend now a stranger..
I understand that it often happens
when people wanna change,
1 day they are changed..
they become someone u dont know or
maybe u didn't their trueself..
I still cherish all my friends..
because i know each of them worth my time and all..
today went out with ex cartel friends, bingling, ivy and jessie.. it was difficult for us to really meet but we did it.. it was really fun.. seeing them reminds me of all the wonderful past of cartel.. but the only thing that tire me is the shopping.. haha.. ever since bl become the real nurse she hasn't been shopping.. if u c her, she is spending money like drinking water lo.. people rich wat no choice.. then i'm like her maid help her carry bags and her shopping stuff.. never mind la..i'm WILLING man..haha.. really have a great day with u all.. the crap talking n stuff..haha
Beauty and the Beast (Tonight, I Celebrate My Love For You)
i actually wanna blog about last sat event. but due to ps unable to send me the pic.. i cant blog about it.. so never mind i should blog about something else.. recently i always feel very hungry.. can eat non-stop those kind.. esp at night scary.. like when i m reading or msn chatting.. i cant stop putting food in my mouth.. i think i going to ba fat le.. die.. although u all say that i m still skinny but my usual weight is not like that de ma.. my manager even say during his shift he will feed me well.. haha.. never mind la.. got free food can le..
from all the test i have taken, i think the one on the part of u that nobody c is super true.. remember to comment
| You Are 13 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
| Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) |
 Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
| The Part of You That No One Sees |
 You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.
Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. |
| Your Personality Is |
Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! |
| Your Learning Style: Practical and Rational |
 You aren't afraid of hard work... or learning something completely on your own.
You Should Study:
Accounting Business Civil Engineering Finance Health administration Law Medicine |
| Your Personality Profile |
 You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
| You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish |
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |

i think everything can be very simple
it's all depend on how u think
trust me
so yest wat did i do?
i went out with darling joanne
haha
so u c i blog about u already hor
so i met with her at orchard and she is on time some more early than me
all my fellow friends u all should learn from her lo
not always make me wait
again, we went to shop at the bra shop
the most funny is that the shop people thought that i was her YOUNGER BROTHER
OMG
i tell u i very paiseh lo
while she is trying her bra i just went somwhere else to shop
next is our dinner
i say i wanna eat pasta
so sweet of my darling
she is ok eating pasta with me
so went paragon
this place quite big heard that it is nice for thier pasta
really
both me n my darling agree that it is super nice
haha
she eat till super full
but i was just only half full
so after that went to walk around
we went home
darling don miss me hor
we will meet up soon again

do u remember every first experiences u encounter?
do u remember that person who spend ur first experience with u?
i do
i always remember
do you?
look at urself
think wat have u done
please reflect
u did a lot of rubbish
nobody will forgive u de
i feel very bad not talking to u
although u say i don talk
nonsensei still can talk to ubut i don feel anything righteverytime when i m at the mrt stationi scare that i would c heri don wanna to do anything wrongi only wanna peacethat's all

I m really very disappointed about something
I dont know wat's wrong of being nice
I don know wat is it wrong to think simple
I cant think complicated
I think because the world is not so simple
Maybe I dont suit this world at all
I try to adapt to every changes
But i dont know how to be then i can satify all of u
Is it really my fault
Forget it
Why m i so bothered about this
I cherish everyone

why cant i be normal
why m i so useless
why dont i just disappear in this world
why i must suffer all the rubbish i create
why i feel so lost
why i don feel like talking to anyone
why only when i drink i can stop the pain
why cant i shout and scream at u
why cant i be angry with anyone
why i have to be always in this smily face
why cant i cry
why cant i be weak
why nobody is listening to wat i said
why only when u r in need of me then u find me
why cant i not be shimin