why cant i be normal
why m i so useless
why dont i just disappear in this world
why i must suffer all the rubbish i create
why i feel so lost
why i don feel like talking to anyone
why only when i drink i can stop the pain
why cant i shout and scream at u
why cant i be angry with anyone
why i have to be always in this smily face
why cant i cry
why cant i be weak
why nobody is listening to wat i said
why only when u r in need of me then u find me
why cant i not be shimin  ¶ 8:53 PM