my life
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
 
Whenever I day dream,
and day dream I do,
in my secret garden,
I day dream of you.
I day dream of you,
in a faraway land;
embracing me tight
and holding my hand.
Holding my hand,
and touching my face.
Just you and me,
in this peaceful place.
In this peaceful place
a pristine river flows.
Where the unicorns run,
a breeze always blows.
A breeze always blows
and sings of a song;
our love in a place
where you're never gone.
Where you're never gone
is as it would seem,
from dusk until dawn,
whenever I day dream.
And whenever I day dream,
and day dream I do,
in my secret garden,
I day dream of you.
 
Friday, March 23, 2007
 
finally i'm going to start work on mon le.. 8am at chinasquare spinelli..
can come and visit me..
last time i didn't wanna to work in f&b line..
actually f&b line also not that low class..
although the pay is not very high..
but u also can find the fun in it..
u will feel very happy when customers like ur service and food..
must be proud of wat i do..
yeah..
 
  殷悦 (Melody) - 爱不在 (Ai Bu Zai) MV

nice song

 
Thursday, March 22, 2007
 

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/
 
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
  阿沁 Real - 其实还爱你 Qi Shi Hai Ai Ni MV *Full Version*

my fav song..

 
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
 
APRIL=THUG
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination.
Good physical. Weak breathing.
Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling.
Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited.
If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
 
Monday, March 19, 2007
 
“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”



ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.


TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.


GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29

You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.


CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.
“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”



LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.


VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.


LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.


SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.
“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”



SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.


CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.


AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.


PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
 
  電影"刺青"五分鐘預告

 
 
I'm so bored lo.. dont know when the store manager going to call me to work lo.. appointment letter also sign le, injection also take le.. sian la..don tell me is next month lo.. i dont that that my sch is starting so soon lo.. i expect to be late april lo.. but it is 9 april.. my birthday lo.. wat a special day for me lo.. haha.. but it is ok la.. don say i never tell u.. MY BIRTHDAY IS 9 APRIL.. presents.. i wanna lots of presents..haha.. kidding la.. actually i think presents are not the most important la.. like friends can gather and chit chat, have fun.. c all my friends happy then i also will be happy de..
 
 
You're the one, who stole my heart,
Who can take my breath away.
You're the one, that makes me smile,
In everything you do and say.
You're the one,
I'm dreaming of,
You are in my dreams every night.
You're the one,
I want by my side,
So you can hold me so tight.
You're the one,
I want in my arms,
To hold just you all night long.
You're the one, my passion burns for,
To show you our love is strong.
You're the one,I'm longing for,
To always feel your tender touch.
You're the one, my heart belongs to.
Because, I love you so very much.
 
Sunday, March 18, 2007
 
Today got a lot of feel so i decide to write 1 more entry.

Sometimes the most trusted person hurt me the most.
When i trust you, i really give a lot of respect to you.
I listen to wat you said and keep it in my mind.
I will tell you my problems.
I will tell you how i feel.
I will help you when you in need my help.
When you need a listening ear, i will be there.
I will really cherish this friendship.

But when u choose to lie to me this once, you lose the trust.
I might be soft hearted.
But things will never go back to the same.
Most importantly, it hurts me deep in my heart.
Because i trust you as my friend.
 
 
On thurs, i went to watch movie with leng n jessie.. The movie is called 300. At first i dont know wat is the movie about then leng told me is 300 people kill a lot of prople n in the end the 300 people were all dead.. At first i listen to wat she said i also think that it is very funny lo.. it is a nice show just that maybe i no longer enjoy watching movie le..haha.. after we r out of cine, i saw someone looking at me.. i thought some one wanna fight with me lo.. then ian shouted at us.. then i realised it was chengyan that was looking at me lo.. so stupid right haha.. after that ian joined us coz jas n chengyan going back 1st.. then 1st thing she asked was about whether i got new target or not..haha.. maybe even after she got her 31st gf i also haven got mine la.. actually don need to give me hao ren ka le la.. i'm not that good also lo.. because i cant always stay in my comfort zone(wat leng told me). because i think that the problem lies with me. I'm not saying coz of self pity.. it is just a reflection of everything that have happened in the past.. frankly speaking i dont know how to solve the problem.. All i can do is to take 1 step at a time.
 
Thursday, March 15, 2007
 
it has been a long time since i saw her.. she still look the same maybe just her hair grow longer.. actually i always wanna to talk to her n say sorry to her.. but when i see her, i don know how should i talk to her.. wat is done is done la..
 
 
This pic is taken in sch hall. We are actually watching those kids playing water bombs. In order not to get wet, we hide behind the doors of the sch hall. On the left, yong jun, pris, steph, soo jing. On the right, me, peishan,chong and geok yuan.

Regard to gy post, i also wanna to comment on the camp. Overall, i think it is a good camp coz i can see that juniors have enjoy themself very well. Although we got nothing to do which makes us very boring but for me it will be a relaxation. I managed to clear my thoughts about certain issues la.. I guess i have learnt how to really handle small problems.

Last time i was very strong, anything happen i wont get scared at all. but when that things happened, i couldn't be strong anymore. even when i face a tiny little problem now, i will get scare n run away.. i can't help to c myself fall again.. although u guys might wan me to be strong but i think being strong might not really help me now.. i guess should be the changing of concept in thinking that will help me in handling problems.

actually i wanna go on holiday, but everytime i go overseas i will always encounter some ghostly experience.. so i rather stay at home n watch tv to relax myself..
 
 
OH MY GOD.. i got a super ugly haircut.. leng ask me go make over so i told the hairdresser i wanna a new image but it looks very funny lo.. my forehead got no hair lo.. can u imagine that? the worst i ever had.. look like a idoit lo lo.. but this hairstyle need to style la.. if style properly then i think it will look not bad la.. this is wat leng n xuelian say de.. look nicer than my previous hairstyle.. don know la.. if got chance then u c my hair lo..can't help it.. keep looking at the mirror lo..haha
 
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
  刺青 (Spider Lilies, 2006)

this is a new taiwan les movie..

 
Monday, March 12, 2007
 
These are my ossco seniors. juniors and miss Wong.
Taken after the concert.
 
 
I would say that the camp was a boring one.. I thought we were suppose to be helpers but in the end, we got nothing to do at all.. but camp is like a gathering for seniors.. we will chat, crap, play and a lot of stuffs.. it is the only opportunity for us to see each other.. haha.. but i think it is good and fun too.. i decide to come back early to rest.. i didn't get to sleep the night.. all thanks to gy n ps.. who squeeze me to 1 corner.. i cannot even move.. haha.. but they said they manage to catch some sleep.. which is good la.. haha..
peishan, geokyuan, gahwai, chong, jieying,angeline and ismath are my besties.. we have known each other for 6 years.. i'm glad that i have known them.. besides fun, they have taught me alot.. I can have a lot of friends but i need to know who are my true friends that are true to me..

I think i going to get sick already.. very serious headache.. i shall go rest now..
 
Sunday, March 11, 2007
  曹格 Gary 数到五答应我

第一次看着你 就为你心动
聪明的我 怎能让你走
第二次看见你 我竟然失控
是我的错 请你原谅我
第三次看见你 想要告诉你
我真的爱你 是真的爱你
第四次看着你 我有些要求
请你能够 安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
Want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover don″t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远
因为我Want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕 因为受过伤
不需要害怕 因为我不是他

 
 
i'm back from camp.. super tired.. will update u guys when i catch enough of sleep..
 
Friday, March 09, 2007
 
It's been a long time since that thing happened.. It was a great impact on me.. But till today nothing is solved because i chose to run away from the facts.. Deep inside me, there are things not yet solved which will continue happen whenever i feel insecure.. i can't make people change for me.. but i can change myself to suit everyone.. I guess it is the guilt in me that makes me feel ultra scare i will repeat the same mistake again.. This mistake i can't afford to make the second time.. A lot of time when i say that i don mind about somethings, i actually do.. not because i am easy going, but because i think i have to be like that in order not to cause so much conflict between us.. Some people say that i do not have temper, but actually i have.. just that i'm scared to show even i m very unhappy about something.. not because i wanna to act cool or watever shit.. but u all r really very important to me and i don wish my temper to affect our relationship..
Sometimes i can't help it, when i lose control of everything i will go really very extreme.. when u see i start to behave very childishly, actually this is a way for me to self protect.. Seriously, i don wanna hurt anyone.. I'm not as strong as before.. but i really try to stand up on my own and assure everyone that i'm ok, I'm strong..
Some people say i think a lot and it is true.. I'm trying to think of every possibilities of the situation so that i can have mental preparation before any big things just fall on me and i will collasped.. But the more i think the more messy it can be.. so messy till i will break down.. The only way to stop me from thinking is actually sleeping.. Sleeeping is a way for me to escape.. for my mind to rest..
Do you know the reason why i only watch golf or any slow sports? Because i only can accept things slow.. anything that excite me will trigger my problems.. That's y i always walk slow, respond to things slowly and could only accept things slowly..
That's all..
 
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
  Tank 非你莫屬

nice song

 
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
 
Oh my god.. everyone is telling me to make over.. maybe i should think already.. i'm used to the way i wear my clothes lo.. sort of like my style already..haha.. so all my friends can give me suggestion to improve on my style ok? I was wondering if this is the reason i could not get a gf.. haha.. but whatever la.. it's ok de.. i'm cool ok? haha
 
Monday, March 05, 2007
 
hello everyone.. now i have a very long holiday.. feel so bored lo.. like something not right like that..haha.. i also looking for pt jobs.. help me look out hor.. f&b preferred.. more flexible ma.. actually working in f&b line isn't that bad lo.. we tend to meet all kinds of people and learn how to handle them.. very interesting.. if u don have jobs lobang for me, introduce gf to me also can..haha.. don say i desperate hor..
 
Sunday, March 04, 2007
 
I want to melt in your arms,
As you hold me close and tight.
Make all my dreams come true,
I want all of you tonight.
I want to feel your touch,
As I lay here next to you.
Feel my passion rise and rise,
As you do the things you do.
So lay here beside me,
It's been way to long.
Lets turn out the lights,
And turn each other on.
I want to cuddle with you,
Lay in your arm just right.
You're all I'll ever need.
Darling, just love me tonight.
 
Thursday, March 01, 2007
 

We all need someone

To talk to in our life,

A friend to whom we run

In times of stress or strife

A friend who's always there

Throughout the years,

A friend we know will care

And take away our fears.

A friend who's always near,

Waiting for our call,

To wipe away our tears,

And lift us when we fall.

A loving friend indeed,

On whom we can depend

To fulfill our every need -

Thank you, precious friend

 

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