my life
Sunday, September 30, 2007
1 know u when i was 18
but we become total stranger also at the age of 18
just a small period of time
it changed my life totally
being these period of time
i'm happy
sad
depressed
crazy
angry
all because of u
people say i'm crazy for u
people say i'm devoted
people say i'm stupid
i've been through all thes emotion just for u
when all the hidden love surfaced up
i cant help
when we know that our eyes can never be looking at each other
when we know that our mouth just shut tightly
when we know that this not even 1 year time can never be brought back
do u ever cry for me?
do u ever love me?
do u ever know my love for u?
do u ever c me with ur eyes?
will u ever tell me we can be together?
i never c myself so devoted to someone
i never c myself did so much for some one
i never c myself as a weak person
i never c myself that i can be so heartless
maybe u r happy with ur life
maybe u already have a family
maybe u have forget about me
but to me
u will never be forgoten by me
and the song
被爱的女人
sink deeply into my heart again
and let past be past
but we become total stranger also at the age of 18
just a small period of time
it changed my life totally
being these period of time
i'm happy
sad
depressed
crazy
angry
all because of u
people say i'm crazy for u
people say i'm devoted
people say i'm stupid
i've been through all thes emotion just for u
when all the hidden love surfaced up
i cant help
when we know that our eyes can never be looking at each other
when we know that our mouth just shut tightly
when we know that this not even 1 year time can never be brought back
do u ever cry for me?
do u ever love me?
do u ever know my love for u?
do u ever c me with ur eyes?
will u ever tell me we can be together?
i never c myself so devoted to someone
i never c myself did so much for some one
i never c myself as a weak person
i never c myself that i can be so heartless
maybe u r happy with ur life
maybe u already have a family
maybe u have forget about me
but to me
u will never be forgoten by me
and the song
被爱的女人
sink deeply into my heart again
and let past be past
first of all i shall say happy birthday to peishan
may all ur wishes come true very fast
and don be dishearted in sch n work
u will be the 1st to grad between us leh
so be proud of it ok?
may all ur wishes come true very fast
and don be dishearted in sch n work
u will be the 1st to grad between us leh
so be proud of it ok?
Sunday, September 23, 2007
a lot of times
i wish i m like my little bro
someone who can enjoy life so much
but i cant
i like to make sure things r in my control
n my track
i treat u good if u treat me good too
simple
i wish i m like my little bro
someone who can enjoy life so much
but i cant
i like to make sure things r in my control
n my track
i treat u good if u treat me good too
simple
i say sorry not because i'm wrong
i support my every reasons to bey song u lo
i never c some one attitude like u
can say till like that
where is ur responsibility
if i wanna talk i have my every reasons to fight with u lo
but u r old enough le lo
u still can talk this kind of things
i'm disappointed
although i'm young but i only respect people who desverse my respect
i'm not blind nor deaf
i can judge how i want to judge
i only listen to people who worth my effort to learn their principle
i support my every reasons to bey song u lo
i never c some one attitude like u
can say till like that
where is ur responsibility
if i wanna talk i have my every reasons to fight with u lo
but u r old enough le lo
u still can talk this kind of things
i'm disappointed
although i'm young but i only respect people who desverse my respect
i'm not blind nor deaf
i can judge how i want to judge
i only listen to people who worth my effort to learn their principle
Saturday, September 22, 2007
cant every one see that i'm trying my best to do everything
why when got problems i get blamed
why i cant expressed my thought
why i cant stand on my principle
why i have to let u all control wat i wanna say
why people wanna look at me in any way
i'm mentally tired that most of u
why dont u do the job
people r selfish
so wat for i so nice to people
if u don do things for urself only
u will lose out in the end
trust me
no point being a stupid fool la
why when got problems i get blamed
why i cant expressed my thought
why i cant stand on my principle
why i have to let u all control wat i wanna say
why people wanna look at me in any way
i'm mentally tired that most of u
why dont u do the job
people r selfish
so wat for i so nice to people
if u don do things for urself only
u will lose out in the end
trust me
no point being a stupid fool la
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
recently a lot of things for me to be busy with
esp sch works
even lecturer is giving me problems
anyway this week i will be working at jurong for 2 days
besides the location i think still not too bad working there ba
c how it goes tmr then
loves u guys
esp sch works
even lecturer is giving me problems
anyway this week i will be working at jurong for 2 days
besides the location i think still not too bad working there ba
c how it goes tmr then
loves u guys
Sunday, September 16, 2007
after so long i finally meet ismathmy sec sch buddy
a lot of happy memories with her
the crap we used to say
haha
i miss u !
i wan to meet u often!
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
actually
i m a lucky kid
i have all i wan
i can be wat i wan
i can do wat i wan
i shouldn't complain so much about life
maybe i too pampered
so i'm just another kid who cant grow up
how do people got the courage to get married
to give birth
to be parents
there are a lot of responsibilities
kid dont understand how to be adult
i m a lucky kid
i have all i wan
i can be wat i wan
i can do wat i wan
i shouldn't complain so much about life
maybe i too pampered
so i'm just another kid who cant grow up
how do people got the courage to get married
to give birth
to be parents
there are a lot of responsibilities
kid dont understand how to be adult
Sunday, September 09, 2007
at night
people get emo
maybe coz of the feeling ba
i like to walk on the street at night
with my mp3 of sad songs
i like to think of the past
people say i'm good, i'm a nice person
but everytime i look at myself in the mirror
i c a failure just in front of me
maybe the ideal person of me didn't show at all
maybe the life i imagine cannot be show
often
i'm lost
lost in somewhere i dont know
i don know how to live
i don know wat m i thinking
i don know
people get emo
maybe coz of the feeling ba
i like to walk on the street at night
with my mp3 of sad songs
i like to think of the past
people say i'm good, i'm a nice person
but everytime i look at myself in the mirror
i c a failure just in front of me
maybe the ideal person of me didn't show at all
maybe the life i imagine cannot be show
often
i'm lost
lost in somewhere i dont know
i don know how to live
i don know wat m i thinking
i don know
Thursday, September 06, 2007
when i saw the secret mtv,
i saw those sweet loving things between couple
which made me think
wat will be the feeling like to experience this?
although i like to say i would like to have a gf
but when i encounter in the real world
i don think i would like to have
being my gf isn't that easy at all
if i have la
but now i like heck care le ba
coz there's no way i can do anything about it
i saw those sweet loving things between couple
which made me think
wat will be the feeling like to experience this?
although i like to say i would like to have a gf
but when i encounter in the real world
i don think i would like to have
being my gf isn't that easy at all
if i have la
but now i like heck care le ba
coz there's no way i can do anything about it
y do people change?
y do i change?
i believe people change to improve themselves
sometimes we have to change due to the lesson that taught, the environment, wat people says that make sense
we constantly changes to suit the needs to adapt
but if u dont
u lost out
this world, ur friends, ur lover wont wait for u to change
as we grow up we have more responsilibilities
we will think about our future
some people say that i cant change coz i'm not taught of the way it should be
but nobody cares whether u r taught or not
people only cares n see wat u do
this world is just damn harsh
i c i learn to understand
i can treat u good
but it is not forever
sometimes u will know n c how ur friends or other people treat u
is it that true
wat my dad said to me
friends we don need a lot
most importantly we have a group of close friends that will be with u no matter wat
yeah esp my close friends n a few of my better cartel friends who have been with me through my hardest times,
who make me laugh damn real hard,
who always have a thought for me,
who are true to me.
when u grow older,
normal friends should be treated at a limit
so wat of u treat them nice before
will they remember when the bad days come
this kind of people really worth nothing
i would say these people are worse off than any worse things
i know that i change
this is because all these people really taught me a lesson
this is wat i have learnt to be able to survive without any of these friends
really when u learn any things u need to pay money
since it was the past i shall let it be
i learn how to look at people
there are bad people just among us
not just in tv
i'm just too native
Saturday, September 01, 2007
i shall write something about yuan yuan leknow her for 8 years also
but we only managed to be in same class for 2 years nia
which was a pity
she is a very nice girl
n her jokes are real damn power
can really make all of us laugh
u wont get bored with her around
she has become more n more mei le
from last time short hair till now long smooth hair
n become a da mei nu
who full of nu ren wei lo
too bad u not kind kind
haha
so i shall wish yuan yuan earn big bucks, got a shuai bf, do well in ur career plus be mei mei..
