hey everyone.. i finally got myself a new mp3.. i always wanted to buy.. never willing to spend so much money on it.. so i saw the creative so i decided to buy 1 to pamper myself..haha.. the model is zen neeon 1gb at $109.. their 6gb is at $149.. but so big also not much use for me.. i ask views from ps n she told me that 1 gb is more than enough.. unless u have super a lot of songs la.. but i very happy with it la..

then on the way i went down cartel saw sp.. she still look so cute.. remind those days we took transport together.. haha..  ¶ 11:16 PM 0 Comments

  hey hey.. survive through this week lo.. haha.. but weekend i also will be busy studying de lo.. got a lot of research work need to do lo.. then i got my hair cut.. although u will say my hair so short y still cut.. but if u know me.. this hair length is very long for me n i will feel very comfortable.. so i cut my hair again.. so u guys don miss me too much..bye..  ¶ 8:50 PM 0 Comments

  " Everything's in the mind. That's where it all starts. Knowing what you want is the first step towards getting it."

MacWest  ¶ 10:58 PM 0 Comments

  wat happen to my body? i find it very hard to sleep well lo.. although i wake up very early everyday to go to sch n my body feels tired but my brains don wanna to sleep.. then i only can catch a few hrs of sleep.. u know me.. at 10 hrs of sleep de lo.. now like that.. i really looked like a zombie.. scary.. having such a deep dark eyes ring.. not shuai le.. sob sob..  ¶ 10:53 PM 0 Comments

  i feel so tired.. 2 3hr lecture.. i can't absorb.. i must force myself to do well.. remember i don have a third chance le..  ¶ 6:42 PM 0 Comments

  tmr going to start lo... time flies.. remember those time when i sick.. thanks for everyone support.. thanks to those who listen to my sorrow.. everything will start afresh for me.. i will not disappoint u guys again.. this is a big lesson for me to learn.. it had make me a different person..  ¶ 11:39 PM 0 Comments

  hi everyone.. yest is my cartel friend ivy's birthday... so me n bingling going to have a celebration with her at the pub.. so we keep pour for her to drink lo.. make her drunk.. n we manage to sing quite a bit of songs.. n u must believe in birthday girl luck.. during pool games or card games she is always the winner.. so in the end she got clear of her mind but we got drunk.. haha.. we proceed to chang cheng to eat porridge.. didn't order much as every one is full drinking the beer.. so..

Happy birthday to ivy!!



i hope this will be the last time i drink...  ¶ 4:43 PM 0 Comments

  u know how much i love u..

y can't u forgive me?  ¶ 3:21 AM 0 Comments

  When a world finishes and time runs out,
The sleepers awaken.
They discover the meaning of love,
The depth of their eternal nature.
They find meaning in every second.
For many people in our world, the time has come to remember.

Samuel Sagan  ¶ 8:39 PM 3 Comments

  My heart ticks in my chest like a beetle....
It resonates like the bow string of an archer. It hums like ther String of a lyre. Love.Love Give me love, sibilant love, thundering love.
It is myself that speaks to my heart, my ka, my double.
The heart leaps and answers to its name.
Its words are the deeds of my body. Its deeds have been my own thoughts;
Its blood the fliud of gods, river of joy and sadness.

Normandi Ellis  ¶ 8:23 PM 0 Comments

  so today after i wake up in the afternoon.. i need to c doc coz of my itchy skin..bey ta han.. so the doc give me 2 med to eat.. n 1 to apply on my skin.. i think i will feel better after that.. but if u c my rashes u might vomit.. kinda disguesting.. u also got no choice to c also.. haha..  ¶ 8:20 PM 0 Comments

  this post will be my 50 posts lo.. so fast.. can't believe i have written so much..

so yest i went out with my gang of friends..
1st part: our meeting place was at PS n we were having waffle.. n y are we having waffle coz it is half price on tue.. it wasn't so nice as expected.. coz gy praise it like heavan..
2nd part: we wanna watch movie but those show is all 4.00plus de.. but we couldn't find the prefect show that all of us wanna watch so we got to save money..
3rd part: we went to new york new york to have dinner.. the place was rather spacious.. i kinda like the place compared to cartel.. whenever i pass by cartel i feel like vomit.. that cartel smell..ee.
4th part: gy reminded me about the ba chor mee.. then i keep having the cravings for that.. then i keep making a lot of noise that i wanna eat that.. so, we went to my house area.. to find the ba chor mee.. then i bought it at maxwell..
5th part: so everyone came to my house.. watch tv.. eat fruits.. eat my mama brought back de cakes.. use my com.. surf the net..
6th part: as they went hungry.. we all went down chang cheng at 3am.. woo hoo!! late at night we went to eat porridge... that shop close at 4am n opens at 8am..cool.. then we saw some of x sec sch people around there.. all golden hairs..
7th part: we went back to my house.. n i got to bath coz my body is itchy to hell man.. haha.. then i was so tired.. then they snatch my wife(boslter).. then i keep making a lot of noise to get it back.. i wanna to sue them for kidnapping my wife!! then surprisingly ps survive through the night.. usually she is the 1st to sleep.. i shall give her a prize.. a kiss??
8th part: 6plus in the morning.. ps keep wanting all of them to go back home coz she wanna come home sleep.. then i faster get all of them out of my house coz I WANNA SLEEP TOO.. i'm so tired.. this few days never sleep well.. don know well.. think that is coz sch start soon so.. u know..
final part: I LOVE U GUYS...  ¶ 7:54 PM 2 Comments

  hey everyone.. don believe wat shan say ok?? her fav task is to hack in my account n accuse me of prevert thing.. although i call sm but i'm not like that.. if u know me.. i'm 100% a innocent person.. honest.. n shuai!! haha..

on my later entry, u will c wat happen yest n today morning..

n now i got to c doc.. c my itchy skin..

don miss me..  ¶ 4:22 PM 0 Comments

  yo. i am shan and i hacked in again! haha. Today i am going to spread a new rumor and that is festl is in love with someone's butt and that is.... for me to know and for u to find out  ¶ 11:29 PM 0 Comments

  who do u wanna be in the future? nobody knows who will they be in the future.. but at least we do have dreams job since young.. when teachers will ask us to write about it.. i always wanted to be a doctor.. but i was never smart enough to be..




so wat's ur dream job?  ¶ 12:49 AM 0 Comments

  logic will break ur heart..


if u love someone by logic.. this is not love..  ¶ 4:41 PM 3 Comments

  i feel so lonely...  ¶ 12:11 AM 1 Comments

  so today i went for my driving pract lesson.. instructor say i can start to book my prat test lesson le.. but i still think my driving skill sucks like shit lo.. watever.. saw my new timetable.. everyday 9-5.. cool right.. i don know how to lack... i'm sure going to lack of sleep again le.. no time for playing.. only time to catch the sleep on weekdays.. i realise that i treat my friends too good lo.. sometimes i should stop n think whether they worth it or not..  ¶ 8:43 PM 0 Comments

  All day i think about it, then at night i say it.
Where did i come from, and what am i supposed to be doing?
I have no idea.
My soul is from elsewhere, i'm sure of that, and i intend to end up there.
Who looks out with my eyes? What is the soul?
I cannot stop asking.
If i could taste one sip
Of an answer i could break out of this prison for drunks.
I didn't come here of an own accord, and i can't leave that way.
Whoever brought me here
Will have to take me home.

Jalaluddin Rumi  ¶ 8:10 PM 2 Comments

  so yest is 2 of my friends birthday.. gw n leng.. gw is my sec sch friend then we went msq n suntec.. walk around.. then at night went gay pub with leng, jessie, ling, edmound, don.. c those guy wear girls clothes sing n dance.. haha.. kinda interesting.. then after that we went somewhere drink again.. there de boss very funny lo.. keep touching my hands n asking my number..haha.. her daughter is belinda's friend lo.. belinda is my pri sch friend who i last c her was 1 or 2 years ago le.. wat a small world.. happy birthday to leng n gw lo..  ¶ 4:24 PM 4 Comments

  i got a very scary experience.. i could say that as sheng shi yi shun jian.. 7 plus in the morning i wake up.. stomach ache.. i went to the toliet.. stomach pain.. head spinning.. feel like vomit.. breathing difficulty..sight gone totally blindness.. could not see a thing.... the feeling is so deadly.. i feel so scared.. i thought i going to die.. or forever going to leave in blindness.. only then i realise that i scare to die.. i have so much things i haven do.. like having a gf.. i don wanna die like that.. i still have dreams to fulfill..



all because of you..  ¶ 12:48 AM 3 Comments

  i suddenly hate the new me.. this is not i wan from the start.. y so much things happened to me n forced me to change.. THIS IS NOT WAT I WANT  ¶ 2:24 PM 1 Comments

  i can't be bothered with you..  ¶ 4:23 PM 0 Comments

  today i keep sleep n sleep.. y? coz yest night chong called us.. asked us to help her take stock.. her boss siao de lo.. ask her to take.. it's dangerous of a girl to be so late taking stock de lo.. no brainer.. so me n gy went to help her la.. at about 2.50am then we finish lo.. hands so ache.. keep writitng n writitng.. then we went to my house downstairs to eat porridge.. chong treated us for our hard work lo...haha.. then they went my house to a nap.. 7am plus then went back then i continue to sleep n sleep lo..  ¶ 10:30 PM 0 Comments

  i'm simply a KFC lover.. i just can't stop craving for it.. my whole body start to itch again.. my mama keep scold me ask me not to scratch lo.. as if i wanna scratch like that.. it is so itchy lo.. can't help..  ¶ 6:56 PM 0 Comments

  i swear i not going to camp so early in the morning.. stupid.. during practice really got nothing much for us to do lo.. i don know y seniors need to organise camp for them lo.. in the past we are not like that.. we got to learn to do camp our self lo.. we learn from mistakes de lo.. we should not spoon feed them de lo.. i can't believe miss wong can say that we need to teach them this n that lo.. we only surppose to help only.. not sueppose to lead lo... the night walk at the beginning was interesting lo.. haha.. the girls were really scared lo.. so funny.. but after the guys came.. very sian le lo.. they not scare but will try to scare us instead.. stupid la.. then our night activity was kinda boring except the part where they say a lot about the ghost stories of st john island lo.. although it was a small place but it sounded like every single inch of the place is haunted de.. like the human chessboard.. but there was some people very busy at the camp talking to their gf n bf de lo.. then we will make fun.. overall was interesing.. but if it is plan by them i think it will be better in the result..  ¶ 5:19 PM 0 Comments

  good morning everyone.. i going to oss 2d1n camp.. so i will be back to give you with more details le lo..  ¶ 8:33 AM 0 Comments